The four-season SNL alum reflects on her time at the show, marriage, sex, drugs, and her relationship with queerness in Long Tiddie Short Story. Deadline reports the special will debut Oct. 21 on Kevin Hart’s “LOL Stand-Up” YouTube channel.

Guesting on this week’s Good Hang with Amy Poehler, Hernández recalls going so big at dress during Colman Domingo’s “Prep School” sketch that SNL’s writers told him, “Marcello, just f*cking… just please, just stop.”

Following reports over the weekend that the WB-Par merger had claimed the former Late Show host’s Tolkien project, Warner Bros. says the film remains in development, with Colbert, his son Peter McGee, and Philippa Boyens still working on the script.